Growth

like when we were children tell me you need me stay present, don't run show me you care feel what i was missing say you love me don't keep me wishing if you dare

unaware of what life has planned for me i know no sense would be made of it without you i am prepared to give my everything i will let you love me and let you hurt me do it all, it won't change reality so before we despise one another make my dreams come true, and let us be together

i hate the shame set as i try getting close to you i hate the claim set whenever I talk to you i love being around you being able to live, laugh, last i love the fact of loving you being open to give, gleam, ground

i want you with all your problems, and concerns, you are the one i need. i see no other person, i see no other thing, you are the one i want i am ready to face it this spring i want so many things, but what i want the most is for you to love me the right way, so openly. hug and kiss me share these precious moments with me because all i ever think about and all i ever want in life is you

i work hard for you it takes my breath away as much as i would want to i can't stop loving you i show my strength it takes my hope away i cannot change before knowing i can't, until you let me hear you

its time to act, be alive we cannot afford to lose this precious time my feelings are stronger than i thought and now our future depends on it, we are companions but it's never too late i hope you understand the meaning of my love it hurts a lot and maybe its our fate since i live for this part i hope you accept my demand

you know all my hopes and dreams, but it feels as if you can't see that you're at the top of my list

i don't know why, i can't say how, but i know its you you keep me up every night you keep me from living my life you're the one youll never know the truth but i know it's you i don't know why, i can't say how

its all of it for me its those vibes, its those times and all the crimes. when i am with you nothing matters you changed my life, for something better thank you because its all those flowers its all the right its all the wrong that made me love you in the first place so accept this premise and i will love you forever i promise.

i want to take you to all the places i have never been to a dream too good like these happen in stores but be the difference join me on this journey wherever our hearts take us lets go around the world

you, the only person i love you, the only person i can't have. if life made it so then i shall have to replace you with faces that won't match my heart

i will face you telling you what i really want showing you how i truly feel we will kiss and not pretend because you feel it too

i can't stop thinking about you every little thing reminds me of you i have no idea what to do i try to stop myself, but in all the lies this is my only truth

it was beautiful, i was in love and almost yours one skipped blink and she was yours my chances slipped and doors were closed

its the old ones that made me like this i didn't know it would end like this i think back, regret i think back once more, shrink to the thoughts you were a mistake my actions give me an ache cannot change the past sure hope these thoughts wont last

on monday, i say no on tuesday, i say go on wednesday, its a maybe on thursday, i don't know on friday, it could be on saturday, im in love sunday, i just cry

believe me, i wish i could do the first step i am too scared behind this act hiding a lot is not easy just thought you could talk to me if i had the power to, trust me, i would like writers block i cant bring myself to think around you I freeze and panic afraid to make a mistake avoiding, shy of your judgement fear is what stops us all from living the need to protect, be rational no thoughts gave into anymore of it

it's hard not seeing you around but it's harder pretending you will ever be

i lied to escape responsibility i created a character that wasn't me now you're happy and loved i wish id go back find a loophole allow us to love and grow but look at what i lack i am a taken soul as you already know

death, you come and go in spite of taking them all you still let me go they said the train was full lucky me i found an extra seat i can't wait to see where you will be taking me

i wish i could forget the love in my chest i wish i could head onto someone else i wish i could look for what's best

i close my eyes at night thinking so lovely i wish that you'd know how much i love you might've been the one for me

as years go by lessons are collected and passed on you live and you learn all of what life has to offer the relations that form some grow, and nurture some hurt and destroy

i am alone thinking of how i don't enjoy happiness like i used to i search for meaning and doubt i want to know what would happen if i came back towards sealed memories i tried many times but my question remains will you let me

im breathless iv been thinking i have lots to say i still am speechless cant they see we belong together through warm and cold ill be there for you i wont look i wont hear i will see and i will listen everything you wish for theres nothing i want more

i illustrate my future on this piece of paper i feel orchestra playing along. but who is there to listen i have lots to say but who is there to care? i hear the story continues of this girls with high hopes trying her best to be seen

you give it all, all your energy, happiness, efforts give it all until you wake up, one day you realise what is given back you observe, judge and conclude think: was it all a waste? until you realise there is no way around it, you started giving once again

life is about growing you can't grow without learning and you only learn when you're living