Reflection

sometimes loving can be hard, senses can be lost, and so can one's mind sometimes loving scarred feelings were hurt, faults were undefined time will tell and we will know soon, was it a choice or was it the moon?

you forget about the happiest moments of your life but for some reason only remember the worst

i hope you won't forget me because you are all i want i hope my actions are clear enough to make you believe i hope you will remember me because i will come back i hope you will notice my love as i give you all of what you deserve there is a distance surrounding us multiple barriers, and thousands of people but no one can come in between us because you are my pupil

i think of life as if it were a prize, and i smile, because i know i am at the very beginning of the longest race.

in a world where you would be mine and i could be yours we could stand together to welcome the future that awaits us. close, we will be in love, madly if only life could be so easy then, our love would be more than friendly

you were the flowing river, as i was the ocean. 'tis now that i see we've been running away from each other this entire time.

when i saw you again i remembered it all what i laughed for and what i cried about everything came back to me it's interesting when one falls in love they'll always reminisce the past they'll always remember the good and bad times they'll always love when i saw you again, i was grown i had become my own person and allowed another to enter my heart but you were there, right there the whole time i mightve been lying to myself

i wish a lot of things didn't occur but our love was so obscure.

i don't know how to cope with my feelings and i know i'm the problem it's just me i acted selfishly and too fast i let myself go i regret everything, don't I? however, i enjoyed the life i lived but it's different on a broader scale no one to talk to i am my own therapist i try to find a solution but struggle to decide should i do what is morally right? should i do what will make me happy? i feel obliged to stay but i know i shouldn't i feel forced to love but i know i shouldn't

i can't focus, it's late at night but i can think of all the things you did that made me realise i am so much better on my own.

when there's a will there's a way, there's so much we can say, but so little we can do there is no point in making life harder if you know you can't make it better

if you don't feel like this is the right moment if you want to be on your own if you need a break don't be afraid what happened is in the past everyone makes mistakes doesn't mean you made one in the first place but it means you can move past it life goes on and it won't wait for you to catch up

i miss a lot and a lot too, sometimes you just have to think the past can change who I am, will the person I become change the future?

i am fiercely trying to forget about the past trying to become a better me, focus on the future but the continuous thoughts will always last, i can't let it go, nor see coping with no suture

i love you, then again, you can't chase something once you're captured.

taking advantage of life would mean hoping to dream but nothing stops us from being who we want to be things change everyday, who do you want to become now?

happiness is always temporary. your choice to make: live with your pain, or survive the attack.

You didn't need me. yet, you made me look like a fool, and came out just fine. I needed you, but I was wrong, And I accept it all now.

everything that makes you feel bad allows you to feel good in the end

reading this, i keep imagining what our lives would be like if you were still here. what are you thinking of reading this?

in this heart of mine, there is a call for help in this heart of mine, there is a place i call helped i try to live life to its fullest discover the world on my own but wherever i go, whatever i do always brings me back to you. a part of me says, "stop hiding, let it go" i deny it, and runaway then i hear "come back, stay" all these voices in my head, none of them know what to do. but I welcome fear, and speak to you.

i asked, you said yes you hurt me bad at the end saying you need more time.

i'm not sure how I am supposed to change i'm always stuck up on completed actions i can't move on, I'm glued to the floor i can't think differently, my mind keeps running i wish there was a way to stop thinking

why? in all its beauty each petal looking so gently beneath all its dignity here it stares at me drooling, i attempt to touch the one entity i see and... ouch! there goes the flow love's river down my hand i understand what was meant now seemed innocent yet here i stand elegance can hurt, but how?

you are mine, forever mine. started a friendship, an endless relationship. she always wears bright colours she lives lively and loves dearly sweeter than a pie, she gives me the strongest joy quite clearly i love her more than she knows all i want is for us to be close

the distance is harder to live with. i can't say goodbye wishing i never had to. i hope they treat you well. you are the queen of my life, and the angel in my dreams. you take care of us, our family no one can replace you, no one can take you. you're always in our hearts. you're always in our thoughts.